Time, fading, today...
This is what it's all come down to. You sit and you think... what am I thinking?
I don't know what I'm thinking. No, I'm not depressed. I actually feel quite good. I'm just thinking.
Today I've been trying to reflect back on all of the horrible things I've said and done during the course of my relationship with Rachel. 9 years is a long time (when you're 28, it is!)... and I've definitely said my share of horrible, vicious, and mean things... all for the sake of what? An argument over who's right and who's wrong? Ugh... all of the stupid mistakes I've made over the years.
One thing I can surely say, I feel like I've grown a lot as a person these past 3 weeks.
I really appreciate everyone I know listening to me bitch, moan, and cry with all of my mind and mood changes. I don't think I could possibly say enough how much I appreciate it. I would like to apologize if I inconvenienced anyone in any way, but thank you for being there.
I don't know what I'm thinking. No, I'm not depressed. I actually feel quite good. I'm just thinking.
Today I've been trying to reflect back on all of the horrible things I've said and done during the course of my relationship with Rachel. 9 years is a long time (when you're 28, it is!)... and I've definitely said my share of horrible, vicious, and mean things... all for the sake of what? An argument over who's right and who's wrong? Ugh... all of the stupid mistakes I've made over the years.
One thing I can surely say, I feel like I've grown a lot as a person these past 3 weeks.
I really appreciate everyone I know listening to me bitch, moan, and cry with all of my mind and mood changes. I don't think I could possibly say enough how much I appreciate it. I would like to apologize if I inconvenienced anyone in any way, but thank you for being there.
posted by sixy at
10:58 PM
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That's it.
Seriously. One of the biggest lessons I've learned in the realm of relationships is that it's never worth saying the wrong thing, just to be right.
So, for next time, just remember two things... what you learned about arguing, and also to completely be yourself and don't settle for someone you're not really completely compatible with. That's what has worked for me with Samara.
Aaron
And Al, you don't suck. Just remember that you don't suck. Everybody else does, but you don't.
Yeah. That's it. Everyone sucks. I don't suck.
Did you ever drink Bailey's from a shoe?
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